Envy

I envy the roads
for they can mislead
and they're never to blame.
I envy the birds
for they can fly
anywhere and everywhere.
I envy the longing
for making me feel this way
I envy the memories
for they don't follow
neither lies nor the truths
I envy Gods' whispers and spells
I envy you
for meeting me that day.

exposed

I woke up
child-young
iverted inside out
Learned how to walk, to dance.
And as I grew up
the time didn't stop
the mountains didnt hide
I just yawned and ate up the sun.
Glowing from inside of me
warming me up
melting down
I stopped for a while
and rained out
like clouds
on our garden and trees
I have planted
over the warms and ants.