absence is manifested through the non-existance

like speech
but without speaking
red lipstick
and voodoo dolls
like asking
when no one will answer
like cold scarry laugh
like lies
you've even believed in
like game
you never have wanted to play
but you have started so what the fuck
and you have been playing so
fuck you very much
like my favourite red dress
i have never baught
like the poem and words
i never have thought of
like you saying this all
and me wondering now
if you ever would look
into the mirror,
now...drink all your fun
and you have never doubted in
what you have fucked
up...
so to all my dearest
absent friends
cheers