candy song

i'm not vanilla
thought marzipan
indeed..?said she
not even almost not even touched of
whatever...don't care...
what a candy might have said
i'm not vanilla
getting things done
smashing glasses 'round
getting into a real mess
painting ...my face every morning
i'd break...
but you're somewhere there
i'm not vanilla
never have been
this almost- girl
this almost in love
this almost away
in this almost pretty dress
i'm not vanilla
tasting different tastes
tasting red bull on the late nights
tasting martini before the clock's hands
would meet up
i'm not vanilla