stop the tears

I want to hurt
rake myself into the wounds
rake yourself in
I want to hurt
opening the vains
bleeding all over the pages
over all the ticking watches
that never sleep
I wanna bleed all over the time
I wanna pain her soul black
through the face i'm walking in
anachronism in my every word
girl dissolved
torn between
and hurt hurt hurt
she wants to hurt
never getting enough sleep
never getting what she wants
never getting love, that doesn't run away
she wants to hurt
scribling in the black notebook
dying for millions of sullen grey sad eyed
tenage black wholes