ABC

so I decided
wrong from the worst...
devided, splited into two
devided devined
holy cigarettes
with saintly whiskey washed down
with glory bubbled champagne
hearts against minds
hearts against spades
and I lie
in cocoon I stay
resting, growing red hair
new thoughts, bad habits
good wishes
I paint my walls green
and wait for flowers to grow
the bumble-bees
are buzzing
are beeing busy all the time
under the bed
my secrets whisper the dairies away
I stay in cocoon
saving good smiles good looks
for the next day
(for now)